Stop Smoking Day 25

Another crappy day. I'm in trouble. I've gone 25 days without a cigarette. I'm still craving a cigarette like it's day 2. I'm running on total willpower now. I don't know how much longer I can hold out without a smoke.

I'm supposed to hate cigarettes. I don't though. That's the problem. I don't hate them. I wish I did. Wished I could say tommorow will be better. I don't know what tommorow will bring. I do know one thing. I'm about ready to throw in the towell.

I don't know what to do. If I blow this quit. I probably won't ever attempt to quit again. I have to figure out a way to keep motivated and not blow this quit. Later.